stage 1: Like an electron, i jump across orbitals
As the train changed tracks,
speeding up into the foggy rain forests,
I feel a strange cushy feeling in my stomach,
looking back at the past two days,
I feel lucky to have someone by my side, who wants to be a part of my life
I was on cloud nine everytime we spoke, felt a strange sense of calmness and a beautiful silence playing inside.
Felt safe, happy, and heard in her presence.
stage 2: Ready to form an ionic bond
will I live up to her expectations, i asked my imperfect self.
will I ask her to live up to my expectations, i asked my selfish self.
she sends a message ending my chain of thought.
I decided not to overthink and put my soul into making our journey and memorable one.
stage 3: salt quench in nitrogen
while reading those lines of her message, I feel pain,
I ask myself if I am eligible for love.
I send her off with a smiling face, hiding those tears, tearing off my eyes. (i wonder how she felt)
i hear a voice inside telling me,
see, how lucky you are to experience such a wide range of emotions in a span of 2 days.
i end the saga with “the rage of reethigowla”